whee. today i didnt stay at home and i was outside with zaihidah..
whoa ..i meet her frens la. they will damn friendly.. looking back to my class. haiz.. never mind ..jiayou.betty

i went tampines to meet zai..cos she study in simei ite. and lucky today no school la. so yea.. can sleep lately.la. haha. we went to central square and tampines mall. it is damn big la..unlike northpoint so small. haiz..

erm.. tomorrow going swee lee with guanyu and her fren, rebecca. cos tomorrow got great sale.50%. haha. and also going for syf opening ceremony. yeah.
making myself busy is better. i wont feel the lonelines in me.

tthat all.
betty:)

WHEE !!! ITS THE END OF THE BLOCK TEST SEASON.
i am tired and shag. man i flunked my chemistry test today. its hard, well i study at the last minute. wish i could at least pass la.

i choose the topic - Can loneliness be cured ?- for my gp paper.
well. i said that it can be cured. but now i feel that it cannot be cured. the world is getting cruel. haiz. my chinese is like i cant believe wat i am writing la.. it is full of crap.. and i dunnoe i can write so many crap. erm.. enough of this. it is quite sad.

i miss my clarinet
i miss band.

life is getting more sian for me.
i am getting lonely and lonely.
i am sad and upset.

i am looking forward for the syf opening ceremony and the band farewell party..
i miss the seniors lottts. i miss their nosenense especially debbie. sylvester.

the worse is coming.. i have to learn how to be a good section leader and a chairperson.
i must not give up.

it is game over. no mugging. YEA

-betty

whoa ...long time never updated my blog le.. kind of crapppy la. because of block test la. haiz.. stressed. ! never in my life i sited for three hours paper la.. it is cold . hand aching and my back also ache .. sian.. tomoorrow is last subject and it is in AVA.. alot of tables spoiled de.. sian.. i dun wanna kena the table spoiled de . haiz.. i am mugging while writing this post.. nice ar.

haiz.. seeing my junior, mus like this ..recalls of myself in yjc band.. i wasnt happy that i couldnt get in yjc band exco..becos i flunk the speech . i knew i will lose out to tis kind of toking ..so my fault.but even have make a great speech.. i dun think i will also get in..so let's be ... in the end i get over it with the help of some friends. GUANYU. WAI DEK and my GREAT SENIORS. KHAI, DEBBIE, SAFIAH. AND OF COS MY PAPA. SLY THE KING. erm .. LUO LAOSHI also got help.. section leaders is also important in band .. can u imagine a band without section leaders or members, kinda bad and lousy right?

i think my block test is dead la..
BIOLOGY - FLUNKED
MATHS- OKAY LA. SIMPLE MATHS I CAN GET IT WRONG LA.
CLL- OK AY ALSO..
CHEMISTRY IS TOMORROW.

ITS MUGGING TIME LA.. bye

betty:)

i have been a failure since being a sectional leader..in secondary school.. i dunnoe why i came to jc.. i volunteer myself to be a ct rep..kind of stupid right. am i a failure.. be sure i am .. ppl has say in the tagboard le.. i am self righteous, stubborn and attitude gal.. a gal thateveryones hates .. a gal os so demanding.. la.. as if the world owes me sth.. what am i doing here? trying to attract attention.. NO.

i am changing .. i am trying very hard to change.. it is easy to change but not easy to sustain.. everyday i am thinking how i going to change ..wanting theclass to be bonded..but i dunnoe if anyone knows my intention of doing this...i knew wat i have said wrongly in the class blog.. basically the classs just dun bothers of the blog.. i want to them to speak off their mind... but i have post the blog so bad but yet no one ever comment.. till a passerby said... i dunnoe if she is oour class de... if she is outsider then i feel very bad for my class . basicallly a word to say they dun bother abt me. i can see some ppl dun bother abt the class.

i dunnoe the intention of the passerby is good or bad.. haiz

I am at loss.. anyone can tell me wat to do..
betty:(

http://one-two-four.blogspot.com.

i think i have been a very bad ct rep. maybe i should resign being one. haiz
the conflict i wanna resolve ppl dun wannt. then how to get the class bonded . common sense
rite. wat lao.. i an getting tired of it. i am reali wondering wat ppl dun like abt me. wai dek told me is my attitude ya i noe i am changing le. maybe ppl dun see it. :(

what to do .. i am doing wat i can. i am not a fairy or wat can turn things in a day out.just cant both of them just let go of the past and come to present . i already try to get out of 124. u think i am happy to stay .no

WHAT THEY WANT ME TO DO? WHY ARE THEY SO STUBBORN DE. HAIZ

betty:(

after a long day's findings. i finally found a blogskin that suites me and i like it . hmm .esp the gallery so nice. but the photos .. haiz... must go find. i have not been studynig for another few days again .. .today must pia le.

argh! my hp has spoiled so i cant contact anyone and noone can contact me haiz. this is so frustrating la. dunnoe when my phone is going to be repair. argh!

everyday stay at home so sian. i wanna go out and study .. one word to decsribe me lazy. i am lazy to study .. must got some pressure on me la.haiz.

that all .. time for mugging:(
i type this without my specs on.. bravo!

betty:)

erm.. so sian..
erm ya yesterday i have my class gathering with 4 ardent . my previous sec sch . when zhang yun msg me, i was wondering whether to go anot. firstly the class dun like me, basically i am the outcast. then i go le i will be sure kena bully de. haiz . i dun feeli like going la.
i was wondering for many days.. and also that day got sec sch band camp. in the day before i msg zhang yun. she said that many ppl has not go le.ask me dun discourage her and go . i make the decision: i go then in the evening go for band camp. :)

on friday, which was yesterday. i woke up at 0700.. looking blur and pull myself to the toliet.
ok i dun have clothes for beach . sianz . zhang yun was late . think she watch soccer last night and slept lately. haha. very few ppl go. half of the class is gone. ok we took the bus 855 to harbourfont and went to mac to eat breakfast . after that we went to shop for tibits and drinks.
and on the way we got lotts of crapping here and there. and u noe ppl realli change.
they change the impression of me and starting to tok to me and take photos with me. man i am damn shocked! erm.. maybe i didnt regret going . haha.

erm.we were at sentosa. paying for the entrance fee to zhang yun. oops..counting the money. someone didnt pay. in the end ,shiqi pay the extra three dollars. haiz came to palawan beach nth to do . then we went to play soccer. we play soccer, captain's ball, monkey....got a chio bu help us take photos.. all kinds of photos.. so cute and nice.then end up 8 persons dun wanna to buy the photos.. then we have to fork up 9 bucks.. whoa it is alot of money lor.as a result i have no money left. sianz. becos of the photos i went to yishun lately at 9 then xinhui ask me to not to go le and come for the next day. i agreed . butthe next day i cant wake up and just sleep on till noon. i was damn tired !

we seriously have fun on that day and also have conflicts but let bygones be bygones. i dun even blame them for treating me badly cos i think its my fault afterall. ok 4 ardent is the best/.
that all. ! :)

betty:) study hard! :(

this is mr sim and marcus
this guanyu and wan cheng.. u see the plank band logo. i design de.
marcus drilling. he is damn fat la
the banner .. i draw de. how come julin is in the photo




omg! my blog is a mess. shit la. creating a blog is a big task. hmmg. i rather draw.

today, i went to sch for band stuff to finish the banner and plank. erm ya and we HANGED UP the banner +plank . all the hard work to marcus, chun howe, fazil and mr sim.
i am damn happy cos all my drawings are up. hehe. i am the artist of band.
we also done with the jc twos presents. special thanks to guanyu, wan cheng and julin who went outside to print the photos. and also thanks to me and lala for drawing and pasting the photos. its is damn alot of hard work la. we ended around at seven plus and i missed my show la. wat lao damn sad. sianz

let's see some photos!!!

heyx. i am damn tired. from art fusion i have not rest yet. finally i can rest today! yes!but i got sore eyes today la. sian. my name is betty, currently studying in yishun junior college. my interest is playing my clarinet haha. i am in band also. i am the section leader. hehez .