CAMPUS SUPERSTAR AUDITIONS FOR GIRLS is this saturday at toa payoh.

aiyo. i really dunnoe whether to join anot lei. i want fame and glory but i dun have the courage and confidence. my singing has gone down the standard. i cant hit the high notes la. My pitch is swaying. how? omg. i am seeing that i will rejected down the stage. haha and there TONS OF PPL WILL LAUGH AT ME. that is so funny can wahahahahahaha.

i really want to have a try of it. this year is my last year. i dun want to have regrets like last year. but i scared there is more problems coming out. haiz . i am glad to hear that yi jing and siok hwee will go down and support me. but somehow i think last min they will cant go. then in the end i go on my own. omg i can imagine the scene. oso scary.

i can imagine myself on stage. so nervous, my hands trembling. aiyo hope i dun make myself a fool out of it. my aim is to do my best out of it. MUST BE CONFIDENT AND STRONG. betty will never give up on her dream. and hope luck is on my side too.

looking forward to it. betty jiayou.
-biqi-

people says " its hard to be a human" its true. very hard. its all about prefection. But no one will have prefection. ur life is too beautiful. heaven will do something to make things not so prefect. for example, taking away ur favourites or making u suffer from a illness. From pri sch till now, i never have the feeling of having real frens. REal frens that u can really be trusted.

the world only really wants prefection. or else will there conflicts among ppl. haiz.
everyone got their flaws and their gd points. but oftenly ppl see their flaws than ur gd points.
i think i have done alot of bad things in the past. something called retribution is on me. not being superstitous. its really happen. what i treat ppl is coming to me. haha. kind of fake and no scientific backup.

thanks everyone. i have realised how hard to be a human. and how hard is to prefect. never easy. i congrats for those who have achieve prefection. i am ready always to accept lies and xu wei. thans for being xu wei. no one will like to hurt someone. i know what to do now is to avoid and avoid. i dun wish to carry on of what i am doing cos i dun see anypoint of it. no one can attain that prefection. i dun have peers, brains, face, body. now i want fame and glory.

thanks frens for being xu wei and cover it in a nice package. i know u all dun wanna to make me sad. but in the end got looopholes lei got ppl hinted out. i know that u all hate and dislike me. i know u all are saying things behind my back. haha wish me i could disappeared right. wahahahahahahaha. actually i knew everything is my fault. i bring everything on me why should i complain? nono i am not. SORRY FOR APPEARING AND INTERFERING IN UR LIFE.
i caused u alot of troubles. right haha. sorry that i have caused u all to do things against urself. i wasnt there then it will be prefect. i see prefection.

goh bi qi betty is dead in fact she never exists , never once.