ok today was a tiring day, last night i couldnt sleep... flip around.. three o clock then sleep la! same timetable. same teachers. same subjects.

but ct period is abit of different. we have our SAF choir to perform for us! not bad sia. someone called charles know how to beat box. ms yap was sabo on stage. the guys sang a song for her! omg ! damn funny la. haha

jc ones went on obs. the other jc ones having holiday at home. WHAT ABOUT US ... mugging..

kind of feel weird w/o band prac.

betty:)
looking forward...

clarinet section( biggest section)
clarinetist plus ms luo and mr sim
with senior!
With MR SIM
US only!

let the photos tell the story!
To infinity and beyond.. !

betty:)
miss band lots.

saxophone section

percussion section.

OMG! PEOPLE WE GET A SILVER. IT IS A TOTALLY BREAKTHROUGH!!!

I totally ignore what co ppl says la. they think we are lousy. then be it.
we know we have done our best and it is the nicest we ever played!
WHOOSH! we are the yj winds in our hearts, one for all , all for one! jiayou!

we FEEL the achievements, we cried, we hugged, we cheered, we smiled.
we never give up! we persevere on....
our hard work paid off and gotten us a medal............

must thank you CLARINET SECTION, CLAUDIA, Mr Vincent Goh.
for the best of clarinet section. we sounded as one! haiz pity we did

thank you for ms lim and ms luo care and concern.
mr sim kai suah for the logistics.

lastly MR DARREN SIM, FOR THE BEST GUIDANCE AND TOLERANCE, PERSEVERANCE. he is forever our mr handsome!

betty
-tears of joy.

some photos below.

i completely love 200 pounds beauty. male and female lead super shuai and pretty!!! i cant help thinking of them even my phone is full of them. i have been thinking all this when i am sad or stressed. think of happy thoughts . .. this works!!

i am kind of worry for my section. is very especially for the solo. i wanna tok to her but i dun think she will listen to me. such a failure. she even says got leader mah? haiz i cant blame ppl who dunoe the stress of being a sectional leader. ... dun say le...

bear with it for one week plus and its gone. i am not a clarinetist After 19 may 2007. some sort of cant let go. i hold on to it for 6 years but seems that i am deproving ....... sound like a beginner. is more than that!! ya. i am a bad player. sometimes i make the sound worse. dun think i am goig to continue my clarinet anymore. i am not up to it. stupid me!

feel so sad for mr sim and ms luo.
how i wish we can get GOLD!

betty .
sadded.

i never have been so stressed out before not even in northbrooks band. is it because of the vicious cycle taking place. at the moment i step in yj band- it is pathetic but slowly it makes me a goal to strive better as a band. first is to convince ppl to join >> i remember how hard i try to persuade ppl to join. i tell ppl that we need to make a difference now. but it seems like i am less commited to it now. why ? maybe i not welcomed in band. being disliked. this is my vicious cycle. how hard and difficult to get rid of this route??

today i am damned sharp, clarissa and huixin damn flat! we crashed totally . how??? this problem i come about before. why cant i solve it!!! i am not the betty tht can play so well. in fact i am never a gd player. but i am getting from bad to worse. i am the section leader!!!!my skills are worse than other ppl !!drop to second my low notes cant make it! i am so sad. ppl asked me to not to give up and be determined. i try to be. some how ppl will just breakdown. i have been bottling things up in my heart. i think it is going to be burst anytime anywhere! and maybe the syf is the spark! somehow or rather i regret using DSA to get in JC.

i try to be strong. claudia said leaders have to be strong. i know. i never have cried in being yjc clarinet sectional leader. but i never wanna to be. becos i know i cant do a job of leadership especially comes teaching.

i am a failure. totally sucks off!

betty.
totally cannot make it! :(